It’s ok to be lost. Because I want a journey, an adventure, a love, of a lifetime.
I let go of the distraction of a false & temporary security now for the unplanned path- the inspired life.
Anxiety rises up.
I meet her. Observe her. BUT I am not her. She appears because I’m birthing forth this new way of living- one more from the soul & intuition – not from my beautiful, logical mind. You may appear, I will welcome you- but you will not be given center stage. Nor do I think you will be a constant companion.
I step forward with a bit of trepidation- but mostly excitement.
I stick my feet in the green wet grass of growth, grounding me. Earth beneath my soles. In this moment, (this one now), here. I’m not lost. I’m right where I need to be.
Only this step matters. Not what I think today the ultimate destination may be- that may change. So I remain present to the now, this is the moment, the only one that matters. This step is what I am called forth for- let go of all else.
This love. This radical self love, it’s eternal. It’s for me.